 The
sounds of Zababdeh:
3:00 AM, Rooster (3 sec.)
3:00 AM, Dogs (5 sec.)
4:45 AM, Muslim prayer (40 sec.)
6:00 AM, Church bells (40 sec.)
7:30 AM, National Anthem (40 sec.)
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  Wednesday,
1/1/03: Today we headed back out to the Egyptian waters - our
experience of the other day was too wonderful
to pass up again. Elizabeth went out solo first while Marthame spent
a little extra time in the Mt. Sinai recovery
program. After lunch, Marthame went to the dive shop for a scuba
lesson - unfortunately, the teacher was apparently hung over in Sharm al-Sheikh
after a late New Year's Eve (ah, Dahab). So he joined Elizabeth snorkeling
instead. It's amazing how much more you can see on a second round
along basically the same route. The water was much calmer today,
though, hardly a ripple across the surface. Underneath, the Red Sea
teemed with life. Now we are armed with a couple of underwater cameras
and a Red Sea identification guide - we're becoming pros! Here, a
blue-specked deep orange boxfish darted among the plants, its wide
rectangular shape its prominent feature. There, a poisonous lionfish
turned its back to us as we  approached,
its quills pointed in our direction. Nearby, a moray eel poised menacingly
under a rock. The dangerous and not so dangerous share this space
together. The waist high water over the reef extends virtually from
our hotel room door out about fifty yards until it drops off - corals,
urchins, and fish cascading to a murky depth. The late afternoon
light came in at a spectacular angle,
though it made spotting things a little more difficult. The calmness
of the water gave us the chance to simply float, breathe slowly, and watch
the spectacular parade pass beneath us. A surgeonfish, its whole
body outlined with a magnificent neon blue stripe, swam nonchalantly nearby,
knowing its beauty well enough to stop and pose for us. Not only
did we marvel at the brightly colored parrotfish, but, as we came close
enough, we also noted the crisp crunching sound they make as they chomp
on coral. Considering how effortlessly they bit through rock-hard
coral, we were glad they showed no interest in more fleshy, mammalian snacks.
More butterflyfish darted here and there, as did damselfish and schools
of striped sergeant majors. The end of this glorious break has come
all too soon, but it's clear that we'll be back. |
Thursday, 1/2/03: We're sorry to leave, but
well-rested (our Mt. Sinaied calves would
still take issue with that statement, though). After narrowly averting
the disaster of leaving our passports at the hotel in time to catch the
bus, we bid Dahab farewell and headed back to Taba. Once there, we
had several hours to kill before the bus back to Nazareth
(another strangely-timed commute - leaving just in time to arrive back
in the Galilee around midnight), and so went exploring at the nearby Taba
Hilton. We were glad to be rid of our bags for a while, and happy
to pay the baqshish to do so, having lunch in the hotel's lounge
overlooking the Red Sea and the convergence of four countries: Israel,
Jordan, Egypt, and Saudi Arabia all boast coastline on this stretch, and
all are within range of the naked eye. We pondered the political
absurdities of that, but were far more interested in our lamb chops in
a grape curry sauce. While by Egyptian standards it was extravagant,
it was a bargain and an unusual treat for us. We lounged on the Hilton
beach before making the unremarkable crossing into Eilat. Our bus
driver made good time, thankfully, stopping for a smoking break in the
middle of the West Bank, and we were able to arrive at the Nazareth Sisters'
hostel at a somewhat reasonable hour. |
Friday, 1/3/03: Heading down to breakfast,
we ran into Fr. Maroun, the director of the Latin
Patriarchate Seminary in Beit Jala.
He was sharing the table with several of the seminarians, all Jordanians
whose visas have expired and are staying in the country (even though the
seminary had to close this year) to avoid the risk of not being permitted
to return. While we were able to renew our visas
the same day, as have other Western priests working with the Latin
Patriarchate, the Arab (mostly Jordanians and Egyptians) clergy have
faced unprecedented waits for theirs. Two years ago, it was a same-day
process. Last year, priests were spared the hassle while seminarians
waited a little longer for their legal status to come through. Now,
it has been a six-month process for some. Many are in limbo, having
filed their papers months ago with the Israeli Ministry of Interior but
still have had no success. The Patriarch has filed official
complaints, as has the Vatican, all to no
avail. As we pondered our luck at having valid paperwork, we pondered
our options. We have errands to take care of here, things we can't accomplish
in Zababdeh, and hurtling back across the border sounds less appealing
after soaking in the extravagance of the Sinai Peninsula. After deciding
to delay our departure until tomorrow morning, we met up with friends at
Nazareth
Village, a reconstruction of parts of first century Nazareth to give
visitors a sense of Jesus' surroundings. Marthame had visited here
before,
but it was Elizabeth's first time. Every aspect of the place is meticulously
researched and carefully constructed. Jewish, Muslim, and Christian
visitors do come, mostly locals and especially school groups. But
to keep afloat, the project, like so much else in this land, needs the
return of tourism and pilgrimage. The olive press is in progress,
and much more is in the works. We hope folks will be willing to come
here again soon. After having lunch, we were taken on a shopping
extravaganza, going to the Russian grocery store in nearby Nazareth Illit
(Upper Nazareth), where we found all kinds of wonderful cheeses and sausages.
We've got another early morning tomorrow, so an early evening wandering
the hostel's lovely courtyard was about all the excitement we could manage. |
Saturday, 1/4/03: We made our way back to
Zababdeh, first grabbing a ride into Jalame
from Nazareth then waiting for our Zababdeh
ride. The rain had us worried about the way back, especially given
how difficult the passage is along those dirt roads even when the weather
is dry. We made it uneventfully, and thankfully, and spent much of
the day getting caught up on Zababdeh's news. There hasn't been the
kind of excitement we had prior to our departure, but just about every
night the roads around town are closed. The army is now recovering
stolen Israeli cars, something that the Palestinian Authority was responsible
for doing two years ago. Because of this, the impression is given
that everyone who is "wanted" has been rounded up - now the army has moved
on to policing. Travel's still not any easier or more predictable,
though. We spent the rest of the day catching up on emails, getting
ready for the return of the school year, and paying overdue Christmas visits
to our neighbors and friends. There's plenty of all of that! |
Sunday, 1/5/03: Latin Patriarch Michel Sabbah
arrived in town this morning for worship at the Latin Church. He
has come fairly regularly to Zababdeh, a welcome sight for folks here -
a reminder that they are remembered in their daily struggles. Part
of the liturgy was the annual blessing of holy water. This will be
used throughout the year - the weekly sprinkling of the congregation on Sunday
mornings, various pastoral visits. This week, the clergy here will
begin the annual 'Eid al-Ghattas (Epiphany) visits, dividing Zababdeh
into neighborhoods and visiting the Christian homes in them (regardless
of denomination) in order to bless them for the coming year. This
is an old tradition in this part of the world. Until several years
ago, all of the clergy used to visit the homes together. That
simply became too cumbersome, so the neighborhood solution was implemented.
After the Patriarch delivered the homily and a word of encouragement to
the faithful, the clergy (Marthame in tow) made their way towards Jenin.
Just outside of Qabatia, we were met by
a tank and a handful of Israelis soldiers turning back all traffic.
The Patriarch's consular vehicle proceeded forward, steadily but cautiously.
After a quick glance at passports and collars, we were waved through and
onto the Latin Church in Jenin where Fr. Alphonse and the Sisters of St.
Anne were waiting with the congregation to greet the Patriarch. He
heard the stories of people's suffering there - overall far worse than
what we face here in Zababdeh. Jenin is feeling more and more isolated,
even from nearby places like Zababdeh, so such a visit was of utmost importance.
On the way back, the soldiers were still at the same spot and tried to
send us back. When
Fr. Aktham informed them that we had just passed from here, they waved
us through. We may have been the only two cars to pass through there
for most of the day. Back in Zababdeh, the Patriarch visited with
Fr. Boutros, a Latin priest from Zababdeh who has been wheelchair-bound
for three years due to a stroke. He also visited with the liquor
store owner who is still recovering from gunshot wounds. The visit
was rounded out by a grand feast back at the Latin Convent. In the
evening, while Marthame was visiting with Fr. Thomas and working on the
American youth group's plans for the next few days, we were interrupted
by breaking news. An Islamic Jihad double-suicide bombing in Tel
Aviv had taken place with already twenty deaths and scores of injured.
Such news only compounds our despair and frustration. It wasn't long
before we heard the tanks nearby. No one knows what'll happen now,
but it looks like everything for the group's trip is up in the air - perhaps
they won't be able to enter at all. Perhaps Tubas
will be closed, or Jenin, or Burqin,
or the University - no telling.
Planning here can be a practice in the absurd. |
Monday,
1/6/03: Last night it was tanks. Today, it was a helicopter
(audio - 5 sec.), circling Zababdeh repeatedly.
They are a menacing sight, and indicate that something may be afoot - air
cover for an incursion, firepower for an extra-judicial killing...Marthame
spent most of the day putting the final touches on the schedule for the
group's arrival tomorrow, meeting with folks at the University
and with various folks throughout the village. It's a good program
- visiting the clergy in the area, working with Muslim and Christian youth,
taking in a workshop at the University, and visiting with the handicapped
in Jenin. We wish they were staying
longer than two days, but it's a start. We only hope they can arrive
tomorrow... |
 Tuesday,
1/7/03: They made it! After several false starts and a
completely closed checkpoint at Hamra, the student group arrived in Tubas
- two hours late, but safe nonetheless. There, we were welcomed by
the Christian community of the Church of the Holy Trinity with information,
prayer, lunch, and conversation. The benefit that such visits give
to the likes of the Tubas Christians cannot be underestimated - even in
the "good" times, few - if any - groups would
come to visit these small communities, preferring to come to major Christian
areas like Bethlehem or Nazareth.
Refreshed after a long journey, the group then went to Zababdeh where they
were met by students and hosts from the Arab-American
University of Jenin (AAUJ), Christian and Muslim alike, welcoming them
with handmade cards reading "Welcome to Peace Land." One of the American
guys broke out a football (American, that is), and the guys began tossing
it around with varying degrees of success. This strange sport and
strange way of throwing a strangely-shaped ball is something we simply
take for granted in the States. We had been hoping that the timing
of the group's arrival would coincide with the end of finals for the AAUJ
students, but because of the situation, that soon became impossible as
the exam period had to be extended. So our original welcoming party
was re-tooled as a study break. Most of the local students, to their
credit, did take a break to have some hummos, falafel, and other Arabic
"munchies." Today was just the beginning. Tomorrow the work
begins. |
  Wednesday,
1/8/03: Many of our AAUJ students
have two exams today - one in the morning and one in the afternoon - but
there are the rare few who finished yesterday, giving them the chance to
be part of the program the entire time. Today's project was one of
simple destruction: tearing the old plaster off the walls of the Melkite
church's sanctuary. Again, as part of the intent of this experience,
Muslims and Christians worked together, a sign of clear cooperation.
Fr. Firas set the bar high, taking off his robe, climbing a ladder, and
pounding away with a chisel until the dust in his hair aged him some thirty
years. Others worked on the roof, chipped away the old layer of protection
so that another fresh one could be laid down. Yet another group worked
to sand away the layer of old green paint on the shutters and painted a
fresh layer of red. Fr. Firas' wife brought lunch for the group,
a giant steaming pot of Maqlube, and
we feasted. Some students who had only a morning exam showed up just
in time for lunch (as did Elizabeth, as the Latin school started back today),
but we soon got back to work clearing away the piles of rubble with which
we had littered the church floor and ceiling. One day's not enough,
but it looks like the AAUJ students may come back to volunteer here to
fulfill their community service requirements. We showered off the
layers of dust before making our way up to the University in time to catch
spectacular views of Zababdeh and the surrounding area. The locals
took great pleasure
in leading the foreigners on a tour of their school. We finished
our tour with a workshop, led by one of the University's professors, on
crisis intervention. Given the situation in this land over the last
two years, there is a desperate need for broader-based training in this
area. Those who are specialists are simply overwhelmed, and no one
seems untouched by crisis or its aftermath. We celebrated with a
great feast, courtesy of the University. We then began to make our
way back to town via taxis, worried by the news that tanks were stopped
on the main road. Marthame headed down first to make sure that everyone
arrived home OK. By the time we made the journey, the tank (actually
an armored personnel carrier) had gone on towards the south to Tubas.
As he waited for the next taxi to arrive, the grinding APC made its presence
known. The young men in town began gathering stones to throw - this
has become a pastime here: the tanks pass through, the youth throw stones,
the tanks keep on going. Every now and then, reports come out of
a soldier who shot a stone-thrower or simply fired at random killing someone.
Given our visitors, Marthame decided it might be wise to intervene, telling
the
shabab (young men) to put their stones away for the sake of
our guests. Surprisingly, the obliged, and the APC rolled on through
town - probably surprised by the lack of stones meeting it. It then
headed off towards Misilye, the same road along which two of the students
are staying. They, too, managed to arrive home without incident,
though they were "lucky" enough to see a tank close-up. |
 Thursday,
1/9/03: We gathered early, most of the AAUJ students being able
to join us today, and boarded the bus to
Jenin.
Part of the way, learning that the main road into Jenin was closed, we
cut off into Burqin. This was the
road Marthame had traveled - walked - last
month when the rains had cut off the possibility of traffic.
The AAUJ students regaled the Americans with tales of their many travels
along this road, including climbing up and down mountains, in order to
get to and from classes and exams. Our hosts in Jenin were the YMCA
which has developed an extensive program working with handicapped people
in the area. We were split into three groups, each heading out with
a counselor to visit with some of their clients, most of them injured during
last
spring's IDF actions in Jenin refugee camp.
Marthame's group first met with a woman who had been shot by gunfire from
an Israeli helicopter - her son was injured not long after, also shot -
both of them had been standing at the door of their homes. During
the destruction last April, their family had evacuated to the center of
the Camp, assuming that they would be safer there than on the edge where
their home is. Thirty-five people were corralled in one room with
the army began bulldozing their home. The soldiers eventually responded
to the cries for help and left the room standing. Her right arm is
paralyzed, and the YMCA has helped her renovate her kitchen and bathroom
to be handicapped accessible. The second visit was to a woman living
on the edge of the camp. She has clearly had many visitors and has
told her story many times: her sister, who was working in Tulkarem as a
nurse, was back visiting her in Jenin. A few
days into the incursion, she and her sister ventured out so she could lend
a hand with the medical crisis. There was no gunfire at the time,
no airplanes overhead, no curfew in effect. Stepping outside their
door, they were gunned down by Israeli soldiers. For twenty minutes
they cried out, but no ambulance came to help them. When they did
reach the hospital, her sister died. She remains severely wounded.
When one of the University folks mentioned that he knew the sister, our
hostess broke down - the recitation of events gave way to raw emotion.
The third stop was her neighbor, a sixteen year old boy who stepped on
an unexploded device weeks after the incursion - a friend was killed at
the same time, another lost an arm. His leg was severely damaged,
but not permanently. After a fourth visit, we rushed off - the road
we arrived on was now closed by a tank, so we went back by way of Jubriat
- an even more difficult journey - before arriving back in Burqin.
There, we were welcomed by most of the Christian community (as well as
Christians from nearby Kufr Qud) and shown the beautiful, historic church.
Back at school, Elizabeth was getting the news about tanks parked at Aqaba,
a town between Tubas and Zababdeh.
They allowed our school bus through, but
no other
traffic. One of the teachers, who is now eight months pregnant, is
usually driven to school from Tubas by her husband. They were told
that neither he nor his truck were allowed to pass. She and her two small
boys, however, were welcome to walk across. The three of them walked
to school from Aqaba to Zababdeh, about three miles. In the evening,
the group stopped by to visit with Sheikh Fathi and some of the leaders
in the Muslim community in Zababdeh. We first took a tour of the
old mosque before engaging in a lively conversation upstairs at the Sheikh's
home. Then came the farewell celebration. It's difficult to
believe how quickly the youth have bonded, and encouraging to see how close
they've become after only a matter of days. Their group singing of
"Lean on Me" (audio - 10 sec.) was particularly
impressive. With the group here, Marthame has come to the realization
of what has really been driving him in his work here. In 1993, he
visited Ramallah on a youth exchange and
had a trip that changed his life. What he wants most is for as many
people as possible to have that same experience. It seems a few more
have. |
Friday, 1/10/03: Marthame joined with the
group on their ride down to Jerusalem
- that made an extra rider for the taxi, which meant a need to be careful
around the Israeli police (a 500 shekel fine). Israeli Soldiers,
however, are another matter. We arrived at the Tayasir
checkpoint, only one car in front of us. The soldier asked us if
any in the group were from California. "No. Why?" "Because
I want to go surfing there." Apparently the surfing is no good in
the West Bank. We skated through two
more checkpoints easily due to the passports, but then stopped when another
taxi driver made cryptic hand motions. Border police were ahead.
Marthame jumped out (being the extra rider) and flagged down a passing
taxi, following the group close behind. The police seemed more interested
in the oncoming traffic, though, and we arrived safely in Jerusalem.
Marthame parted
ways with the group and went to visit a friend who works with a Jerusalem
NGO. The situation for NGO workers is interesting if not depressing.
Very few of them are here with long-term visas,
in the past a mere formality. Now, they are on tourist visas, some
of them as short as two weeks. Some have met with the US Embassy
to shove the process along - Tel Aviv seems
to be a clueless world away, with US government travel restrictions on
their employees preventing them from even approaching the West Bank and
getting a sense of what's happening on the ground. The Jordan Valley
road is as close as any of them has been in years. Marthame came
down to preach at Redeemer Lutheran Church
on Sunday, and it was they who were responsible for his housing.
He arrived at Augusta Victoria Hospital,
but Victoria House, their guesthouse, was full. The manager told
him that there was a place for him across the street at Rudolph House,
so he went. No one knew of a Rudolph House, but one person began
to wonder if it was Rudolph's house. Sure enough - an apostrophe
's' is a valuable thing. Pastor Rudolph is a German national, working
here on the World Council of Churches' Ecumenical Accompaniment program.
As they chomped on various German delicacies (like schmaltz, a spread
made of goose fat), they admired the spectacular view over the Old City. |
Saturday, 1/11/03: Today was a slow day in
Jerusalem
- at least for Marthame. He spent most of the day working on his
sermon and watching digital tv, two of the great ancient sabbath practices.
Meanwhile, back at the ranch, collective punishment was once again hampering
the school. A curfew was in effect for Qabatia,
meaning that none of the students or teachers from either Qabatia or Jenin
were able to come to school today. That's nearly one hundred students
in a school of six hundred. Teachers also scrambled to fill in for
their absent colleagues. The stories about new travel restrictions
are horrific. Officially, no Palestinians are allowed to travel between
cities or villages. And no Palestinians under the age of thirty-five
are allowed to leave the West Bank - either for work in Israel (which is
already down to a trickle) or to go into Jordan. But for the safety
of a passport, we would be part of the restrictions. We know that
Palestinians will continue to try - and succeed - at their own risk, to
live life as normally as possible. Can it get much worse here?
In the evening, the World Council of Churches' folks had a farewell party
for some of their accompaniment folks. The repeatedly requested official
international observers or peacekeepers haven't come, so the WCC has responded
by bringing some volunteers. They are being paired with local churches
and organizations - both Palestinian and Israeli - to do what they can
to bring some glimmer of hope for peace here. This has meant a variety
of activities, and they all have their "war" stories. The hope is
that more people will come, and those that do will see for themselves and
deliver an accurate picture of what is happening here back home.
While the world sits by, this offers some glimmer that truth will out. |
Sunday,
1/12/03: Marthame admired the view at breakfast one last time,
heading to preach at the Lutheran Church
of the Redeemer, in the Old City of Jerusalem,
not far from Damascus Gate. The foreign language congregations of
this land are an interesting mix: part long-termers, part short-termers,
and part visitors. Before the service, the electricity was cut -
Fr. Aktham later took great pleasure in this (since it had happened when
Marthame preached in the Latin Church last
month). It came back, but not in time for the church bells to
ring. This Sunday is the Baptism of Christ, so - not surprisingly
- Marthame preached about this practice. The question is not so much
how
Christians are baptized (and he used the Orthodox
practice as one example), as what we are baptized to: repentance,
righteousness, and gentleness. It's good to get "back in the pulpit."
At the church, Marthame was joined by one of our friends from college who
is visiting the area. The two of them got a ride with someone working
for the World Council of Churches' Accompaniment Program, who came to Zababdeh
to see what possibilities for them exist in the northern West Bank.
The road was easy (in an Israeli-plated car with three foreigners) until
we arrived at the Tayasir checkpoint.
There, we approached the barrier slowly but confidently, stopping short.
The soldier manning the checkpoint became agitated at our forthrightness,
grabbing his M-16 nervously. As he approached the car, he saw Marthame,
stopped, and bowed. Marthame rolled down the window: "How's the surfing?"
It was, to our good fortune, the same soldier who had been there on Friday.
A quick check of our passports was all and we were on our way. We
arrived in Zababdeh in time to have lunch with Fr. Aktham, Deacon Homam,
and Mr. Iyad, the Vice Principal. We discussed possibilities, such
as accompanying our school buses, going with Fr. Alphonse from Jenin
when he needs to visit his parishioners in the villages scattered around,
working with local NGOs who have re-located to Zababdeh. We hope
that something will pan out - they have enough to keep them busy, but the
presence of a few more internationals in this area would go a long way
to simply offering people hope and encouragement. We spent the rest
of our evening visiting with our college friend, one of very few visitors
we've had who have come primarily to see us. It seems we need hope
and encouragement, too. 761 |
Monday, 1/13/03: Qabatia
has been under curfew for the last few days. What this has meant
for school is that not only are Qabatia students absent, but so are the
Jenin
kids - there is no way that the Jenin school bus can make it to Zababdeh
except via Qabatia. Once again, huge absences are plaguing us.
Marthame was going to run errands in Jenin today, and was planning on taking
our college friend for a little sightseeing, but simply assumed it would
be impossible. Around 9:00, a couple of kids trickled in from Jenin
- they had skirted Qabatia, coming by taxi over the hills and temporarily
relocating with family in Zababdeh. Marthame and our friend went
down to the garage anyway - Jenin was not under curfew.
The taxi headed north out of town, turning
up the road running through the Israeli training range. At the top
of the hill, at the area known as Sweitat, all traffic was doing its best
to get into Jenin. What had once been a paved road when we first
arrived had long-ago been bulldozed. The roads through the fields
around it were bulldozed, too. Now it's open season - any path is
a legitimate road. We finally arrived in the middle of Jenin, which
was busy - a shadow of its former bustle, but active nonetheless.
The reasons for going were fairly mundane - phone bills, internet service,
etc. - but these things can't be done anywhere else. We took the
chance to get some knaffe, Nablus'
specialty (Jenin's version is tasty too). There's something heartening
about the fact that people are still selling knaffe, even when it's
tough to get customers. Marthame ran into two of our students there
- they were simply walking around town, not able to go to school.
Leaving Jenin we had to take a different route. Not long after we
had passed from Sweitat, a tank had arrived, cutting that road off.
Not to be defeated, the taxi drivers were intent on getting through.
We took the main road out of Jenin - for a moment, Marthame thought that
we'd be going through Qabatia. Instead, we turned off to the inhospitable
Jubriat road, more like mud dunes among the olive trees than a road system,
arriving in the middle of Burqin's narrow
streets - all to the West of Jenin. The main road out of Burqin towards
Qabatia meets up with the small village of Shuhada, where two Israeli tanks
were parked. We turned to the southwest towards Nablus, then onto
tractor trails running parallel to the Qabatia road - fields and greenhouses
separated us from the military. Once among Qabatia's cramped alleyways
- the curfew had been lifted shortly before - we then took another detour.
Israeli tanks were blocking the road out of Qabatia, so it was off to the
village of Misilye even further to the West before cutting back towards
Zababdeh. A fifteen minute trip extended to an hour and a half, with
four detours - a new personal best! This place can really grind you
down to the raw emotions. Right now, it's a lot of hatred and anger.
Visiting with Fr. Firas usually is a good remedy, but hearing his tales
of crossing from Jalame into Haifa
did little to make us feel good. After he was threatened at gunpoint
at a distance of twenty meters and made to strip his robes, he was then
told he would not be allowed to enter, despite his legal Vatican travel
documents. Eventually, soldiers' whims were overruled by captain's
intervention. When he returned, he was told he couldn't enter the
West Bank! But once again, he was allowed through. It feels
like time for another vacation... |
Tuesday, 1/14/03: By chance, our nurse friend
was headed out this morning to his job in Nazareth.
Our college friend tagged along, splitting the cost (and avoiding the checkpoint
headaches alone). The Jalame checkpoint
is simply closed, our usual escape route for the Galilee, so they headed
towards the northwest of Jenin via God-knows-where
in order to arrive. They made it safely, but it seems that the Israelis
are intent on enforcing the new, unbelievably strict, travel restrictions.
It was announced that no Palestinian between the ages of 16 and 35 (except
special humanitarian cases) is allowed to leave from the airports, ports,
or land bridges. No Exit. Our landlord and his family had gone
back to Amman, where he's become pastor
in the Pentecostal church, a few days ago. All permissions were in
order, but his two oldest sons were not allowed through. His 15 year-old
was refused entry twice. Finally, on his third day spent at the border,
he was permitted to pass. The 17 year-old spent a week waiting, sleeping,
and eating at the border. (Imagine a week marooned in an airport;
better yet, imagine a week stuck in an interstate rest stop bathroom).
He finally came back to Zababdeh, having been consistently refused passage.
Meanwhile, Fr. Thomas' sons, who came back from overseas to visit for theChristmas
holiday, are stuck at home. One is trying to return to his engineering
job in Kazakhstan, the other to his theological studies in Greece.
They, too, are simply not allowed to leave - Israel doesn't want them traveling,
Jordan doesn't want them to enter, and no one can do anything to help them.
People are wondering about the tighter restrictions. Is it simply
because of the elections (in two weeks)? Is it due to advance information
on an American strike on Iraq? Or is
it, as Fr. Aktham jokingly suggested, a New Year's gift from the army?
In any case, our school busses all arrived today. We remain thankful
for small graces. |
Wednesday, 1/15/03: Yesterday's optimism
soon faded. At around 6:00 this morning, we could hear helicopters
constantly circling the valley where Zababdeh lies. We waited until
we could see some activity at the school to make sure we hadn't missed
a curfew announcement (we hadn't). The Tubas
students arrived, Qabatia at 10:00 and
Jenin
not at all. School attendance is like a crap shoot. School
adjourned at 12:00 today for teacher meetings. The Palestinian Ministry
of Education is doing seminars with teachers about school violence, and
how to deal with it and students who are under so much stress these days.
Today, they began by discussing rights: freedoms of association, expression,
religion, conscience, movement (everyone laughed at that), and human rights.
It is so heartening when we see parts of the Palestinian civil society
still intact (or at least partially intact), still trying to build itself,
in spite of everything. Throughout the day, F-16s circled overhead,
while at night, off in the hills, the grinding of tanks lulled us to sleep.
Ah, the sounds of Zababdeh. We learned that our latest update
will be published in a British Christian magazine called The
Tablet. Our first step across the Atlantic... |
Thursday,
1/16/03: The teacher meetings continued today and will continue
for another few days as a trainer leads a workshop in how to deal with
violence: violence in the Occupation, violence in the society, in the village,
in the home, and especially in the school. With all of the violence
that swirls around here, training like this is desperately needed. Marthame
went off to the Anglican Clinic today for a routine visit with lab work
because his knee has been bothering him. They were very worried about
our insurance situation. Do you have any? Is the school paying
for you? Are you sure your church will reimburse you? Don't
worry, he told them, expecting a hefty bill. It came to 65 shekels
(about $15). Not even a co-pay in the States. Meanwhile, as
if to underscore the importance of the teacher training, two tanks took
up their positions right at the edge of town - a flying checkpoint between
Zababdeh and Qabatia. We received
an email today from a student at Carleton
College whom we had paired with one of our students two years ago as
a pen pal. She had written a play based
on their conversations - and on the news surrounding this place - and wanted
to share it with us. In the evening, we went to pay overdue visits
to friends. We stopped by the Latin Convent to see Fr. Aktham and
Deacon Homam who were hosting two priests from the
Patriarchate
for the evening. They wanted to watch Fr. Aktham's Christmas
Pageant, and since we have basically adopted his camera for the documentary
project, we had to re-lend it to him. The sound isn't clear in the
video, so we're talking about re-doing it more professionally - but to
do so, we'll need a boost in our equipment capabilities. |
Friday,
1/17/03: Happy sabbath. It's a lazy, lazy day, a lot of
laying around, sleeping in, keeping warm, watching our new TV channel (MBC-2,
which brings only English-language programming subtitled in Arabic), and
paying visits later in the evening. One was to the school's Islam
teacher and her family, where we got to catch up on their news and to see
their Christmas (yes, Christmas) presents - including a cat - and their
Christmas (yes, Christmas) tree. Apparently they're celebrating on
the Eastern calendar - or perhaps the Armenian one. |
Sunday, 1/19/03: It had been a while since
we had attended Sunday worship at the Orthodox church, so we went there
this  morning.
With all the calendar switching, we were unaware that today is the Eastern
celebration of Epiphany, the feast of the divine appearance which celebrates
Christ's baptism by John. Even though the Orthodox community celebrates
Christmas
on December 25, the liturgical calendar is not changed - Fr. Thomas is
beholden to his Patriarch in Jerusalem
for such decisions. As a result, the Christmas liturgy is read on
Eastern Christmas, and the rest of the calendar complies, about two weeks
later than the Western calendar. In his sermon, Fr. Thomas reminded
us of our baptismal vows, then invited us to join in the ritual renunciation
of Satan which precedes the sacrament. We all turned and faced the
West (the back of the church) in the Orthodox
fashion, and Fr. Thomas led us in a call-and response renunciation
of Satan ("Do you renounce Satan?!" "Yes! We renounce him!" - like an Orthodox
tent revival). We then put our hands to our mouth and blew - as symbolic
of the presence of the Holy Spirit. At the end of the service, Fr.
Thomas took a tub full of water and blessed it. Then, with his hand-held
cross wrapped with branches of mint and sage, he blessed the congregation,
sprinkling them with water, and coming forward for people to be touched
by the water and to kiss the cross. Then parishioners came forward
to fill plastic coke bottles and drink small glasses of the blessed, slightly-herbed
water - all of it a remembering of our baptismal vows and blessings.
In years past, the whole congregation would've taken a couple of busses
down to the Jordan River to celebrate the liturgy at the Church of St.
John the Baptist. Some are even baptized then, though a bone-chilling
cold day like today makes you wonder. But those days are gone - hopefully
to return soon. |
Monday, 1/20/03: We had a couple of visitors
today (they seem to be coming in droves recently - a pre-war rush?).
A Dutch organization called King's Highway has volunteers in the Middle
East, posted in Egypt, Israel, Palestine,
and Jordan. For four years they have had a nurse in Nablus
with whom we have become good friends - she has left recently (the work
in specialized hospitals is down to nearly nothing) for some months of
training in South Africa, but she will be back. In the meantime,
they are looking at bringing an additional volunteer to Zababdeh to work
in the Anglican Clinic perhaps. It depends on many factors, but they
came today to get a look and an idea. Marthame waited for them at
Jalame,
at the northern edge of the West Bank, with a Zababdeh taxi driver.
They shared a cup of coffee at the gas station along the main road, where
a man from Zababdeh works (Zababdeh is everywhere). We talked about
things past, things present, things to come. Nowadays, they were
guessing that there are no more than fifteen settlers living in the area,
based on the traffic they see passing. It is also forbidden to settlers
to stop and buy their gas there, meaning their work is down to a crawl.
The gas station also houses a bridal shop, which is still doing
brisk business these days. Arabs from the Galilee all come here to
do their shopping - both for its quality and price. He also spoke
about the situation in Jalame. Even now, some Jews come in to do
business. Jalame is a safe place for Israelis, even soldiers and
police, because its whole livelihood is based on being the West Bank portal
to Israel. If an incident happens here, the economy here will be
destroyed to nothingness - something people here can't risk. Once
the Dutch visitors came (folks we had met in Beirut),
Marthame took them on a quick tour of Zababdeh. They got a chance
to see the clinic, and
to hear about the work there as well as possible needs. We then brought
them to the school to meet Fr. Aktham and to bounce around the possibilities
of teaching volunteers coming here to work. The rain and the cold
made walking around the village (not to mention sitting in our frost-bitten
apartment) a bit undesirable, so we went up to the
University
for lunch, a view of Zababdeh, and to see what other possibilities could
arise from introducing our visitors around. Even though students
are home on break, we were lucky enough to catch the president in his office,
just breaking up from a meeting. Having more internationals around
would be nice. Marthame went out in the evening to get an overdue
haircut (did anyone think that phrase would be associated with Marthame?)
and to catch up on the latest jokes from the barber (sorry, none of them
can be repeated here). Our former neighbor, the son of an orphaned
Greek national raised by nuns in the Galilee, he always has a slightly
different take on things than most folks around here. The biggest
problem with the Palestinians, he said, was their willingness to go around
checkpoints. "Instead, we should just go and wait. One day,
two days, three days, eventually they'll let us through. What would they
do if a few hundred of us just sat there and waited?" We've heard
similar sentiment before, and a popular approach that would take such ideas
seriously would look dangerously like mass non-violent resistance.
It happens, especially in the Ramallah/Bethlehem/Jerusalem area.
But these people still await a leader who can galvanize the public in the
way that Gandhi and King did. And as in pre-independence India and
pre-integration South, some adopt violent strategies while a majority of
people are immersed in the struggle to survive rather than the struggle
for freedom. |
Wednesday,
1/22/03: A care package arrived today (via the Patriarchate
in Jerusalem) - not for us, but for the students at the school. Mail
is extremely exciting for us, since mail service has come to a real halt
in the past year. The last mail we received in Zababdeh was a Christmas
2001 card, which arrived in May 2002. Even domestic mail going between
towns is at a standstill - not surprising since movement between towns
is so difficult. Our phone bills come because an employee of the
phone company brings them. Foreign mail headed to us would arrive
in Israel and first go to the military exchange post at Bet El, near Ramallah.
Then, if the roads are clear, it would go to Jenin, and then, if the roads
are clear, go to Zababdeh. We know people have sent us things, and
wonder where it has ended up. In comparison, we were floored to see
that this new package made the trip from North Carolina to Jerusalem in
a week. One of our stopping points this summer was University
Presbyterian Church in Chapel Hill, North Carolina. Around Christmas
time, they raised funds
through their Sunday School to send a message of support, along with Christmas
cards for the kids, to the Latin Patriarchate School here. Fr. Aktham
went down to Jerusalem yesterday to try and
get his visa renewed (unsuccessfully once
again), and returned with the package for the school - Christmas cards
and all. Pen pal letters also arrived via email from First
Presbyterian Church of Wilmette. The connections we have been
able to participate in in our time here have been a gift - in the absence
of visitors, relationships have been built. We simply hope that someone
will be able to continue them next year. In the evening, Fr. Thomas
came by for the annual consecration of homes (audio
- 7 sec.). This is an ancient practice of the church, and originally
would be done regularly by the priest. As parishes grew, it became
an annual practice, around the Feast of Christ's Baptism. Thus the
holy water used takes on an added meaning, at the waters of baptism which
set Christians aside for their life's calling also bless the Christian
home - and through it, the Christian family. In past times, the clergy
of Zababdeh would visit all of the homes together. Now, the village
is divided into three sections, each priest visiting the homes in their
section, whatever the denomination. Our evening visits were bookended
by tanks rolling through town (audio -
9 sec.). It's become so ordinary it's hardly worth mentioning. 768 |
1/26/03: Today was symbolic of our ecumenical
work here. In the morning, we worshiped at the Latin
Church of Visitation, Marthame taking part in the leadership with Fr. Aktham
and Fr. Firas. A new teacher has arrived at the Arab-American
University from the States, and her mother has come along
to visit for a couple of weeks. She had contacted us through the
internet to say she was coming and offered to bring things to us.
Marthame asked her to bring a couple of textbooks for his course he'll
be teaching in Ibillin, and she delivered
them today. A veteran Kindergarten teacher and teacher trainer, she
was eager to see the Latin School and plans to come by tomorrow.
After church, we had lunch with Fr. Thomas and his family - delicious msakhan,
one of our absolute Palestinian favorites. Marthame and Fr. Thomas
finished up some work, which gave us an hour or two to rest before Marthame
headed back out to the Latin Church. We are working on a more professional
production of the Christmas pageant, and tonight was to be the first performance.
With three performers absent, though, it turned into a rehearsal.
We'll pick it up again tomorrow. As Marthame left the Latin Convent,
he ran into Fr. Firas. After a little bit of work (and some celebrating
- some support arrived today for rebuilding from Holy Cross Melkite Parish
in California, whose priest we had met in Beirut),
Marthame joined Fr. Firas and his family in their evening vespers.
Well, he and his wife were praying (audio
- 8 sec.). His young one year-old twins were too busy pulling on
Dad's robes and playing with random objects that had been left too close
to their grasp. Now if only the Anglicans could re-open their church... |
 1/27/03:
The worry is thick in the air these days. With elections in Israel
and saber-rattling in the States, people are very nervous here, expecting
the worst. Surprisingly, today was rather normal, with all of the
students able to come to school. The American kindergarten teacher
arrived as well, coming to invite the school to participate in a multi-national
peace quilt project, organized
by a public junior high school in New Hampshire. Seventh and eighth
grade students in seven countries (including Bosnia, El Salvador, USA and
of course here) each design and color a quilt square. Seven quilts will
be made, using squares from all seven countries, and when they are completed,
they'll be sent to the participating schools. Cool! Fr. Aktham was
excited, as was our school's art teacher, and we plan to do the project
on Sunday. Marthame spent most of the day at home, finishing up his
syllabus for the course in Christian History in Ibillin.
Class begins in about a month, and he just received the textbooks yesterday.
Not the most auspicious beginning, but everything here is on the "punt"
system. Elizabeth chaperoned her eighth graders on their picnic -
not exactly picnicking weather, but always fun. The kids, even in
times like these, know how to have some fun. And they always enjoy
each other's singing. Much was in Arabic (audio
- 5 sec.), but one student showed off her knowledge of Western pop music
(audio - 5 sec.). In the evening,
"production" began on the Christmas pageant. Unfortunately, Joseph
was sick, so filming was done around his part. Hopefully he'll be
better tomorrow. |
1/28/03: Today is the parliamentary election
in Israel. Forget about our students from Jenin
coming. Nablus and Jenin are under
full curfew. The results of the election
were not surprising, but not heartening, either. The Palestinians,
who are affected just as much as the Israelis by the choice made today
have no say in it whatsoever. Israeli
soldiers killed four Palestinians in Jenin today. One of them was
described as a "combatant." The other three, however...Today, Israelis
chose to maintain the status quo. But is that really a status
quo either Israelis or Palestinians can live with? Sharon has
not delivered the security he promised to Israelis - they've never been
more insecure. Nor has he delivered any desire to negotiate with
Palestinians at any level. Today was day two of filming the Christmas
pageant. In the evening, Marthame worked with Fr. Aktham, Deacon
Homam, and the school's computer teacher to try and ready ourselves for
an upcoming video conference. The plan is to build off of some international
student and teacher meetings which included Palestinians and Israelis.
The problem here is technology. The best internet connection is a
telephone, and these days the Palestinian companies can't be at their technological
best, operating with duct tape and bailing wire. Today was not a
good beginning: three different computers were sidelined in the process
- not because of anything done wrongly, but because the gremlins were not
on our side. We've got a month to try and rectify the situation...Meanwhile,
the video conference organizers are saying, "It's easy! As long as you
have a broadband internet connection, you'll be OK." Thanks. |
1/29/03: The election was yesterday, but
the curfew remained in effect for both Jenin
and Nablus. People are congratulating
each other - tongue planted firmly in cheek - for yesterday's election
results. Bush's State of the Union address has people reeling here.
The talk is of war. People here have lived through one Gulf War and
its effects - West Bank-wide travel shut-downs on Palestinians, a complete
loss of work and school, a daily death-toll. The more things change,
the more they stay the same. "Blessed are the peacemakers," but where
are they? |
 1/30/03:
Our Jenin students were able to arrive today.
Thank God for small miracles. Meanwhile, the school has laminated
and posted the "Prayer-Gram" initiated by Park
Ridge Presbyterian Church and supplemented by other churches in our
summer travels. Seems like an appopriate time for encouragement.
In the evening, we gathered with the ex-pats from the University
for one of our periodic barbecue get-togethers. It has become our
tradition, thanks to one of our number, to bring guitars and to play for
fun - not songs that anyone knows, but rather to improvise and to see what
comes out. Sometimes it turns out quite interesting (audio
- 7 sec.) - other times, energizing (audio
- 11 sec.), and other times, well, at least it's fun. Tonight was
no exception. We recorded the "session" for posterity's sake on the
digital camera. Maybe it can be the soundtrack for the eventual documentary...
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